And I do not mean it in that I feel young at heart, although I do, and the thought of a life others consider normal continues to strike fear in my heart. I can not tell you how badly I want to just pack up and go. Not because I am not happy with the German, or even Germany, not even that I do not like my Masters, which is the most fun I have had at school in as long as I can remember. (and I always liked school but I hated my last Masters). I just want to travel and never stop! But no, this is much more shallow than that! This is my need to read up on proactiv reviews, despite being 30 and thinking I left my acne woes behind in high school.